A MOMENT OF PEACE

Yet another day full of its comings and goings busily shifting from one subject to the next.As unorganized as a pack of old gossips throwing around the topics of the town folk's lives and of course distorting fact into much more enjoyable shall we say bluffs,for the word lie is so distasteful.Days come and pass sometimes so rapidly and yet other times days slow down to the speed that seems like 1/8Th the normal rate,both scenarios make the act of grabbing an individual moment and holding it near and close to your heart and mind a seemingly insurmountable task.So my friends when a moment of peace and utter joy and tranquility presents itself to you,just sort of falls out of the sky and lands in your lap so softly like a dawn feather.Enjoy it ,embrace it ,and hold it near and dear for all the times that you were not so fortunate and the sometimes overwhelming hustle and bustle of every day life got the best of you.I myself am in one of those almost Utopian states were something so good has just happened to find its way into my busy schedule of self appointed pointless stress.So my friends all I can say is I wish joy for you today in a world that pushes joy out and I hope for you a moment of peace Sincerely Placid.

THE NIGHTMARE IS NOT A DREAM

As I am awake I see memories that have haunted me.The breath of life of those that hide keep these memories alive.I close my eyes to dream and see these memories have become me. A poem a porthole my friends my biggest fear Sincerely Placid.

A NEW FACE

Today I talked with my ex fiancee who I have not talked with for 3 months.As with all breakups it usually involves a lot of hurt,anger,and pain.We talked on the phone and remained civil towards each other as adults should and she sent me the picture of what may or may not be my newborn baby,it was born yesterday around 3:30-4:00 pm.As I looked at this new baby girl's face I could not help but feel an overwhelming amount of confused emotions.Do I love it,is it mine,what if its not,and do I want it to be seeing as how its mother and I are not together.These along with many other thoughts rushed through my mind like a flood of water that had just broken through a dam and came crashing down on the town below washing away everything and filling every possible inch of space until nothing is left.I am in a very dark place now and the events of the day have left me completely exhausted.I cannot think all I can do is feel,feel until I don't want to feel any more and that is were I am at now.There are many more things along with this ,that I will get to in later posts, that are swirling around in the flooded state that is now my mind.I have to leave you now for I am very tired and in dire need of rest Sincerely Placid

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So this is my first entry into this blog.I do not write to hear positive or negative feedback into my own life,but all things said deserve to be viewed and tossed around and given back to the central thought processes of what we so fondly refer to as our mind.Ha ha so sorry something funny just popped into my mind oh there that word is again,I know I shouldn't ramble,but sometimes I find things funny.Anyway to get back on topic I write to share myself, my feelings, my secrets, and my life as small as it may be.Possibly many of you will read my posts possibly none,but whatever the case I will write none the less. To the days ahead my future friends and shall we say not friends yours truly Placid.